Don't Break My Heart(chapter one)

2010-05-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

Jonathan couldn't recall ever feeling like this about a girl.
He looked into her eyes,memories of them ran threw his mind.
Her name was Samantha,she had long blonde hair with baby blue eyes.
The first day they met he knew he loved her,but he has always been afraid to say it.
They met their first day of college,he got out of his car and saw her struggling with her bags.
"Excuse me miss,but would you like some help?"He asked as he shut his door.
"No its ok I got it."She said and dropped the box she was carrying.
She was trying to pick it back up."I'll get it."He said as he picked up one of her bags.
"Thanks."She said with a smile.."Its really no problem,I'm Jonathan."He said as they walked toward the doorms.
"I'm Samantha."Her smile got bigger."You have a beautiful smile."He said and she giggled.
"Well this is it,thanks for your help."She said as she opened the door.
"I guess I'll see you around."He said and started to walk away.
"Wait you have my purse."She said with a laugh.
"Oops I forgot it was there,umm would you like to go see a movie this weekend ?"
"Thanks and Sure."She said with a smile.

After that weekend,months past,then years.
Samantha was the best thing to ever happen to Jonathan.
Tonight was going to be the night,he was going to say it.
He took her hand."Samanthan I........."He froze.
"You what Jonathan ?"She asked confused.
"I....I...I love you !"He said and she started to cry.
"I love you too."She said and he smiled.
He stood up and picked her up.
The kiss they shared that night was like no other.
But the only bad thing is Samantha had to go home for a few months.
She had to visit her family."I hate having to go back to Chicago."
"I know but your Mom needs you."He said as he hugged her.
"I'll call you when my plane lands."She said as she picked up her bags.
He watched her walk on that plane,as one tear rolled down his face.
He couldn't move,he felt so stupid.
He sat down and cried.
Why did he have to wait until tonight to tell her ?
He wished he said it sooner.
When he got home that night he couldn't stop thinking about her.
He took a shower and tried to get some sleep.
He tossed and turned but couldn't sleep.

He got out of bed and got dressed,He started putting his shoes on when the phone rang.
"Hello ?"He said but no answer.He hung up the phone and put his shoes on.
He walked back into the bedroom and grabbed a backpack.
He stuffed it full of clothes and ran out the front door.
When he got to the airport he bought a ticket to Chicago...
His plane didn't leave for an hour so he took a seat...
His cell started ringing...

This is a BOOK I'm writing!
tell me what ya'll think so far?

Nothing Is What It Seems

2010-05-06T02:09:00.000-07:00

nothing ever seems to change
I guess I'll truely never understand
life is close to meaning nothing to me anymore
thank god music is there for me
no matter what cause sometimes I feel that
I have no one I sit here and think
of how I really want my life to be
college is the only way outta here
I feel like I'm five
I guess it will always be this way!

*F.Y.I*
This Isn't A Story! This Is How I Feel!

Never Dream Alone(Part 1)

2010-04-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

One day Brendon was walking down,the street when he tripped.
He looked up,and saw the most beautiful girl he has ever seen.
"Hi I'm Amber."She said while helping him up.
"Thanks I'm Brendon."He said with a smile.
"Are you okay?"She asked while looking into his eyes.
"Yeah...Why?"I asked with a smile.
"I was just making sure."She said as she let go of my arm.
I brushed myself off.
"Why do you look so familar to me?"She asked...
I just stood there and smiled.
"Wait! No, you can't be...Your Brendon Urie!"She screamed.
I covered her mouth.
"Shh..You don't wan't to start a riot."I said as I moved my hand.
"To late sorry."She said while pointing,to a crowd of girls running our way.
"Follow Me."I said as I grabbed her hand.
We ran three blocks,but the fan girls wouldn't give up.
"I've got a idea."Amber said and we ran into Target.
"Grab some clothes,hats,and sunglasses."She said as we split up.

Ten Minutes Later....

We were in the check-out line,when the girls ran in.
"Get down."Amber whispered.
"I think he went this way!"One of them yelled.
Amber and I started laughing,as we walked outside.
"Here put these on."She said and I grabbed the pants.
"These are really baggy."I said while trying to hold them up.
"Duhhh! Thats the point."She said with a laugh.
I put on a pull over hoodie,a money hat,and red sunglasses.
Amber took one look at me and started laughing.
"What are you laughing at?"I asked as she put her hoodie on.
"If you could see yourself,right now you'd laugh too."she said and I smiled.
"Wanna go get something to eat?"I asked and she smiled.
"Sure..Where do you wanna go?"She asked with a smile.
"You pick."I said and we started walking.

We walked to Dairy Queen...
"Are you sure you want to eat here?"I asked while holding,the door open.
"Yeah I'm fine with it."She said with a smile.

Two Hours Later...

"What time is it?"I asked while Amber,was looking thru her cell.
"Its Eight O' Clock."She said and jumped up..
"I have to get to the airport."I said as she got up.
"Wait! What?"She said confused.
"I totally forgot we were leaving today."I said and my cell started ringing.
"Who is it?"She asked as I pulled,it out of my pocket.
"Its Ryan."I said as we walked outside.

Phone Convo
Me-"Hey!"
Ryan-"Where are you?"
Me-"Dairy Queen."
Ryan-"Why? Dude the plane leaves in thirty minutes!"
Me-"Ok! I'm on my way."
Ryan-"Hurry up okay! Guys hes on his way!"
End of Convo

I put my cell back in my pocket.
"I'm sorry but I really have to go."I said as she kissed me.
"Its okay I understand."She said with a smile..
"Hey give me your cell for a sec."I said and she handed it to me..
"What are you doing?"She asked while laughing.
"Putting my cell number in your's."I said with a smile..
"Okay now let me see it."She said as I took off the,hat and hoodie.
"What'cha doin?"I asked as she took,my sunglasses of my face.
"I want to take a picture of you."She said and I smiled.
She took the picture."Bden!"I heard someone yell.
I turned around."Jon?"..."Just get in the car! We got to go!"He said and I hugged Amber.
"Call me okay."I said as I got in the car. "Okay!"She said while waving.
I waved back,I put my seatbealt on..
"Who was that?"Jon asked when we drove off.
"That was Amber."I said with a huge smile on my face.
"Oooh Okay.Well I stopped by the appartment and grabbed your bags."He said while turning.
"Ooookay.Thank you!"

Ten Minutes Later....

"Lets go Brendon! We only have five minutes!"Jon yelled as I grabbed my bags.
We went thru surcerity...
"Sir please empty your pockets,and walk back thru."One of the gaurds said.
I emptied my pockets and walked back thru.
"Jon wait for me!"I yelled while grabbing my stuff.
I ran after him."Jon stop!"I kept yelling and he kept going faster.
I tripped,I looked up it was Ryan."Did you have a nice trip?"He asked with a laugh.
"Ha Ha,very funny!"I said as I got up.
"Come on guys lets go."Spencer said. We grabbed our bags,and boarded the plane.
"Goodbye LA! Hello Vegas!"I screamed as I sat down,and all the guys started laughing...

The plane landed and as soon,as we walked off we saw Kelite...
"RyBear!"She screamed as she ran to him.
"Ohhh God."I whispered to Spencer.
"I know,I know."Spencer said as he sat down.
Jon walked over to Ryan and Kelite.
"Ooookay enough of the kiss fest! Lets go!"He said while walking between them.
Kelite gave Jon a really dirty look.
"Baby stop it!"Ryan said then the look went to him.

Spencer and I started laughing,then the look went to use.
"What are you two laughing at?"She asked
"Nothing!"We both said quickly.
She turned around and walked away.
Spencer and I walked over to Ryan.
"Guys! Why the hell were you laughing?"He asked us,while poking us in the chest.
"Cause its funny to see her mad."I said as I pushed his hand away.
"Yeah! Ry just calm down."Spencer said as he walked past him.
"You guys don't get it!"Ryan screamed while walking away.

Spencer and I walked outside,We saw Jon leaning on a pole.
"Wheres Keltie and Ryan?"Spencer asked while jumping up and down.
"Spencer,can't you see they're not here!I said as I put,my hand on his shoulder.
"Yeah! We have to find a way to Brendon's!Jon screamed.
"Damn!"Spencer said as he sat down.
"Who are we going to call B?"Jon asked while pacing back and forth.

"I don't know okay!"I yelled and threw my bags down.
I sat down and Spencer's cell started ringing.
"Its Patrick!"He said as he handed me his cell.

Phone Convo
Me-"Hello."
Patrick-"Hey! Why didn't you answer your cell?"
Me-"I had no idea it was ringing."
Patrick-"Okay! Where are you guys? Pete and I are at your place."
Me-"We are at the airport! Can you guys come and get us?"
Patrick-"Okay! We're on our way!"
Me-"Okay see ya'll soon!"
End Convon

I handed Spencer his cell."Wait Patrick is here?"He asked as he put it in his pocket.
"Yeah! Pete and Patrick are both at my place."
"So does this mean,we are going to have a ride soon?"Jon asked with a smile.
"Well duhhhh!"I said with a laugh.

Ten Minutes Later...

"Yo Yo Yo! What up my peeps?"Pete said while walking up to us.
"Nothin' much homie!"I said and we all started laughing.
Pete grabbed our bags,and put them in the trunk.
We got in the backseat.
"Hey B! Pete and I have a surprise for you!"Patrick said as Pete put his seatbelt on.
"Yeah your going to love us for this!"Pete added with a smile.

I started writing this near the end of my Senior year! I got a 68% but if I would have writen more... Well yeahhhh! so leave a comment telling me what you think so far!

Peace and Love,
~Crystal~

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Don't Break My Heart(chapter one)

Nothing Is What It Seems

Never Dream Alone(Part 1)